There's an empty in my box of happiness
I really want to understand why you did this
Why you left me
Why this is hurting so bad
I can hear your voice loud and clear in my mind, every day with different verses, trying to say something -anything- to me, and I know what it is but I don't know what I have to do about.
You appear in my dreams too, you seem like a normal person and it's like everything that one day haunted you were gone. You are free in my dreams. But I'm still stuck here.
In my own thoughts
In this loneliness consuming my body
In this sadness you just left to my eyes to see
In this unfair world I am now
I refuse to believe you're gone.
I refuse to understand why you took this to a level we're not able to control feelings anymore.
I refuse to say goodbye.
"Who cares if one more light goes out ? Well, I do."
