Dot

I'm feeding a beast

With my blood, gets me freak

I'm all ears

Heart, mind, help me recover

I'm falling down, sorry mother

I'm not insane, I'm going crazy

You only come when you're alone, you lazy

You think this is what you really want to be

I've seen you, you don't love me

Or anyone, or anything, not even yourself

This torture makes me wanna kill myself

You don't want my fucking attention

You just want a body to be your shelter

A mind to use and fuck up.

I'm out of comprehension

Completely helter-skelter

We never got together but this is our breakup.

I can hear your voice calling my name

I can see where we were that day

I can see you down the hall, waving your hand to me with no shame

What you're doing? Is this funny?

I can't guess your thoughts, I can't read your mind

To not see you I could even be blind

For a moment

For a while

You're a mistery to me, I can't fill your file

Let me tell you just one thing

I don't need you in my life

I can't play your games

This is not a choice of mine

You can be around but I'll always be afraid

Afraid of what I was, of what I am

Too generous, too good as they said

"She's just another one, leave by her own"