First

I don't know how to say it

It's so hard to talk about me

But I have to admit

I don't know who I need to be.

I get up every day feeling it won't be over

People are the same but they don't say anything

Maybe I should have a makeover

Maybe I should erase everything

You don't seem too worried

You look so dazed

All you are is hurried

Yeah, you forgot to be praised

Now look at my face

Do I look happy?

Show me where's the grace

I'll show your work's crappy

About me, about you

There's no one day I stop thinking what to do

There's no time I stop seeing where I've been through

There's no second I wish you'd pay for it too

I don't know who's wrong

I don't know who's to blame

I just wanted to be strong

I just wanted to have no shame

I just want you to right-spell my name