07.06.2021

 

Maybe it's better you were gone away
Maybe all the damage would've been too hard for you to deal with
Maybe you really needed time to rest, to be in peace
With yourself, with your demons, with your overloaded mind

Maybe they would've been too hard on you in the next steps
Maybe people would've not understand where you wanted to go
Maybe it would've been confusing if you wanted to settle down
Have a family, stay safe, stay sane, stay alive

Maybe you'd done worse if it was for you
Maybe you'd just had to forgive yourself
Maybe you were desperate for a solution, to end any suffering
To finally enjoy the view from up above

You did anything you could to stay around, you were a strong piece of flesh, you were just trying to fit in a world full of fools
When kindness, sweetness, patience and long stares wouldn't say anything, you would've turn the table right away and get them to listen to you

When all the odds were against you, the brightest light of your soul would come out and shout, out loud, "who's the fucking boy now?"
You've lost so many good things that were about to come, but you've also earned precious time to raise your wings and fly

You didn't belong to this world of war, pain, injustice, prejudice
You deserved way better than this
Because maybe, and just maybe, we weren't ready for you
Maybe we would've never been ready for you.